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The highlights and lowlights of the weekend

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Early morning of Sunday October 18th 2026 Location: the bus to Rudolf Steiner House What’s in my ears: Stephen Wilson Jr. (Prep for Thursday’s gig) It’s been a while. I’ve broken up with my mom, I know I’ve said this many times. What did Einstein say again,    Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. Well folks, that applies to one’s biological mother too. I’ve tried so many times, each time putting myself in harms way. Enough is enough. Next week my mom will be in the UK for a week or 2, and I won’t be seeing her.  Yesterday (Saturday the 18th) was a big day. It was the 25th anniversary conference for The Alliance of Registered Homeopaths (ARH). This is who I will be register with in 3 years time. I start my training to become a homeopath next week, and I registered for this conference over 6 months ago. I went into it thinking I would barely grasp a thing, however I wanted to be submerged with my people. People who have chose...
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When the body says no.

This is a short entry. This is the email I sent my mother today.  Hi, I hope this finds you well.  I’ve decided to write to you so that you have time to yourself to read at your own leisure vs talking a call.  For the last 4 years now I have actively set firm boundaries that work for me, my health and my nervous system. I know from an outsider’s point of view they may seem harsh or odd.  All I am able to commit to is 1 x 60 minutes group family call a month. When it come to in-person engagement, an annual family holiday, I am open to once a year with lots of planning many, many months in advance.  The words that you spoke on Monday have brought me to this conclusion that I don’t believe you should come visit me, stay with me, see me. I’m not in a position to put myself at risk. You said quite a lot on Monday. You may have spoken in haste, anger, emotion etc. However you can not undo what you said. Nor do I want you to.  I have pointed out what does not work...
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Horrible

​ It’s late and I would attempt sleep but all these thoughts would ramble in my head so why not ramble on paper.   This day has been full. The last 2 days have been full.  Most important things on the last 2 days is that I’m going back to Worthy Farm in June. You heard that right, I got tickets to the Glastonbury Festival of Contemporary Preforming Arts aka Glasto! I woke up on Sunday morning and knew it was going to happen. Even as I was typing the details I was shaking. This is known phenomenon for people that are lucky enough to get tickets in the ballot. There will be moi, Ms. Steiner and Mr.Richmond’s first time there. I’m also renewing with Renee! It was always going to happen but I’ve jigged things with the help of the universe to make it happen.  Today, Monday I booked my hotel to see Stonehenge again in March 2027. It’s really fun seeing the stones up close and personal. Also I’ll head to Glastonbury town again too. My aunt and uncle (UBM and BM) will probably be...
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