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Is writing therapy or a chore?

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​ Soundtrack: Stephen Wilson Jr.   Location: Bed The last time I wrote, Mr.Dimples asked if writing is a bit like therapy, does it help me, is it cathartic. The answer is yes, but it’s also hard. That’s the biggest reason so many days have passed since the last blog entry.  Coach Renee is back in my life. Thank God for that. I missed her so much. I only have 2 more sessions with her which is not great. Coaching isn’t like therapy where you just pay for your session. Coaches tend to sell their services as packages where you pay upfront. I’m going to manifest a load of cash. Everything will work out in the end. Sometimes there is a gap between our container packages so let’s see.  I did just pay for the complete first year of my 3 year homeopathy course that starts later this month. It couldn’t come soon enough. I need to get my head into something soon. Bad things could happen if I don’t.  Let’s explain what bad things are. In the last few days I have done extensive r...
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Tesco Club Points

Started on Friday September 25th ​ I’m writhing this from the living room at my aunts house. Everyone is doing something so I’m taking a few minutes.   Wow today has been hard right from the start.  Original plan was to collect my mom at her sister’s house at 11am to take her to some stores at her request.    The day before while talking to her on speakerphone with her sister (the recent widow) present, she also said that I could hear to house earlier than 11. I said thank you and I’ll see how it gives but I will be there for 11.  (Many hours later back at home) So this morning, I was making good time so I thought, why don’t I pop over there for 10:30. I was just about to leave the house when I get a text from my cousin. ( My mom’s niece and the youngest daughter of the widow).  This is what it said: We are out for breakfast in Stanmore at Barracuda. So come join us there or (my sister) is at home. We will be back before 12. X What! Say what? Am I stupid, c...
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Untitled

Written on September 24th 2026 ​ Gosh that’s how life feels these days. Untitled.   I’m working on juggling, life, health, my trauma, my family, my body and the rest.  Yesterday was so busy. I walked 24k in steps. Was up at 4am and home at midnight. Watching the sunrise over Stonehenge was beautiful and so happy that I made it there. Ended the day with the family for day 13 of my uncles funeral. It’s the last day that Hindu’s believe the soul is lingering.  I took the best video of the bands playing live af the house. I really want to post it but I don’t trust the internet. If you know me and want to see what it was like, send me a text. The energy in the room changed over the 2 hours that songs were sung.  I’m writing to you on the tube to meet Mr.Richmond after he finishes work (as for me, I’m on annual leave this week). I’m meeting him because I need a hug and I told him that. I also said that I can accept mocktails as well. Hibernation September has not worked. T...
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