So I seem to fail miserably when it comes to holidays. I turned 30 in 2008 and other than having a nice birthday vacation in France, every other holiday is shitty!
I dont get it! I manage to have a rather boring or non exist - Christmas - new years - easter - valentines - Halloween! Maybe its me or maybe as I child I had some fantastic holidays and nothing else has been even remotely close! - Enough of my whinging. I have been invited to little dinner party but its miles away and traveling alone on newsyears is depressing and occasionally dangerous!
The good thing about today is that its finally the end of what is or rather was the worst year of my life.
There is far too much to go into but I can say that I have grown and learnt from almost all of it. I'm stronger, better and greatfull
So I guess I'm saying that in some ways this year might have been one of the best years when it comes to learning! Another fantastic discovery is that I am soooooo much calmer these days. Its like I'm sedated on some serious drugs ( although I'm not a drug user) I dont let anything get to me the way it use to. I still feel and I still care but its just different now. Different in a good way! ( I know its a steel wall of armour around me - but for now - I like it!)
Well I am going to get back to my cleaning frenzie! I am binning everything - and I mean everything. I'm going to enter 2009 and as a minimilistic person. It will go in the bin unless I am going to use it, I wont store or keep rubbish. ( binning to me includes donating to the charity shop and recycling)
Essentials that I'll always have near by is the ipod! I could not live without music.
Before I carry on with my essentials! I'm going to bin a few more things prior to the big hour!