The way it is according to moi

So I seem to fail miserably when it comes to holidays. I turned 30 in 2008 and other than having a nice birthday vacation in France, every other holiday is shitty! I dont get it! I manage to have a rather boring or non exist - Christmas - new years - easter - valentines - Halloween! Maybe its me or maybe as I child I had some fantastic holidays and nothing else has been even remotely close! - Enough of my whinging. I have been invited to little dinner party but its miles away and traveling alone on newsyears is depressing and occasionally dangerous! The good thing about today is that its finally the end of what is or rather was the worst year of my life. There is far too much to go into but I can say that I have grown and learnt from almost all of it. I'm stronger, better and greatfull So I guess I'm saying that in some ways this year might have been one of the best years when it comes to learning! Another fantastic discovery is that I am soooooo much calmer these days...

Hi All, So I have been out of work since October 28th! Its pretty scary out there but I can complain too much. I went on holiday to India for 2 weeks and that was fab. My mom and sister then came so see me for 4 days (the live in Canada and the US). Since then All I can say is that I have been making loads of soup and watching fantastic US tv series. I have to recommend The Wire and Dexter .  Oh and lets not forget! I am looking for a flat mate! Have a look at gumtree.com to see what out there. Will post again soon

It's 1:33 am and I have been up for at least an hour. Its the second night in a row so I thought I might as well really get up! Actually I'm in bed with the laptop but its almost being awake. So tonights thoughts that were keeping me awake were bleeps! Bleeps... yes I'm worried too. I have spent most of my day bleeping or paging people I work with to actually find out if they have a bleep or not. Switchboard are not upto date on whats doing on so it falls in my hands. Its not all that exciting so why am I still awake. Could be some of the following as well... I need to find a job within the next 3 weeks because my contract is up. I have to pick up my car who has been at the doctors (MOT - garage) for a month!! Had to declare the poor thing SORN while they try to fix him. Anyhow, will try to get some sleep.. busy weekend going up to Loughborough on saturday, if I get the car back