The way it is according to moi

​ Yesterday was hard.   At the festival I took a call from the Sibs.  By the time I was back to the hotel after the music i was in a terrible way with my tummy. So depleted of electrolytes IYKYK.  I felt anxious all day and it’s hard to explain when you don’t know why you feel the way you do. I’m someone I who is generally quite good at understanding my feelings. Some of it has to do with that I still don’t feel too well. Eating well and walking doesn’t fix it all. I sure hope the gastroenterologist on the 10th can figure out what’s wrong.  The jewellery area in Birmingham was disappointing, it was the set of a Guy Ritchie thug movie. All I could think of was POC - proceeds of crime act. Anyways, I think I’m better off getting the ring the in US.  Lunch was good but because I feel off, it’s like I’m in a foggy 😶‍🌫️ bubble. It’s a pretty restaurant.  Some quick highlights of the festival. It’s still cute. Politically it’s very left, and that was my peopl...

Friday September 4th 2026 ​ Soundtrack Babies by Pulp Location: the bus, the tube, Euston station, train to Birmingham  Day 4 and I weighed myself. I weigh exactly the same but the difference is, the second weigh 4 days later is fully clothed wearing jeans a belt and thick cotton top.  So! I feel that I must have lost weight, and or gained muscle. Also I thought my biceps 💪 would hurt after my 30 seconds of using that gadget thing in the park. Guess what? No pain. You should probably be laughing, subconsciously I must be a princess.  I’m on a bit of an adventure now and away from 4 days in Birmingham.  After I check into the hotel (I’ve requested early check in so let’s see if the universe can deliver), I’m then off the jewellery quarter in Birmingham. If after a Richard Strellman lighthouse cut ring. It’s actually American Vintage but you never know. I’m getting conflicting info from google. Some say it’s no longer in production and many have been sold in auctions...

​ Soundtrack: Where is my mind by the pixies on repeat. Location: the bathtub after walking 15k in steps in Vivobarefoot shoes on a lot of gravel and rock.  A foot rub would do me well, right about now.  Here is some park equipment that I used for less than minute.  Very scattered thoughts. I’m overdosing on podcasts. My brain is exploding. I also like that I will listen to an episode about an escort sex worker and then listen to one by a pastors wife.  I find the human experience so fascinating.  Here is a quote Kaylor Betts shard. It’s not his original quote but it’s a good one.  When you’re born you look like your parents, when you die, you look like your decisions. 💥 💣  James Sexton was saying that men are pretty simple, they are mostly horny or hungry. (Imagine is life was that’s simple). My dad sent an email to the family group. He said that my brother is asking him to eat 3 times a day. He then explained that he is having 1 egg for breakfast a...

So I’ve officially begun and it’s feeling good. I actually started my changes on August 31st.  Here is a quick recap of what the 3 month plan is.  Cook and eat at home. No restaurants or takeout other than date night / date days. Date days are when me, myself and I go and do something  I’m not seeing my people other than pre planned dates that were agreed months ago. Decline any new plans in the 3 month window  Limit instagram to 10 minutes a day, that is mostly to see how Renee is doing.  No posting on instagram grid or stories.  No passive TV or film watching. I’m allowing short 20 minutes when I’m eating. (It’s shit eating in front of the TV but trust me, single life can be dull) Leave the house daily. This is regardless of weather, exceptions are if I’m ill.  Try really hard to get 12,000 steps. AI has said that I will need 12 to 14k a day to loose weight.  So far so good.  Because I’m not numbing my brain on TV and social media, I have a...