The way it is according to moi

​ Yesterday was hard.   At the festival I took a call from the Sibs.  By the time I was back to the hotel after the music i was in a terrible way with my tummy. So depleted of electrolytes IYKYK.  I felt anxious all day and it’s hard to explain when you don’t know why you feel the way you do. I’m someone I who is generally quite good at understanding my feelings. Some of it has to do with that I still don’t feel too well. Eating well and walking doesn’t fix it all. I sure hope the gastroenterologist on the 10th can figure out what’s wrong.  The jewellery area in Birmingham was disappointing, it was the set of a Guy Ritchie thug movie. All I could think of was POC - proceeds of crime act. Anyways, I think I’m better off getting the ring the in US.  Lunch was good but because I feel off, it’s like I’m in a foggy 😶‍🌫️ bubble. It’s a pretty restaurant.  Some quick highlights of the festival. It’s still cute. Politically it’s very left, and that was my peopl...

​ Well folks, I write ✍️ this on day 2 of the family cruise. Today is a see day and it’s 2pm. I’m just having a rest and writing to you. It’s very cathartic and almost a form of journaling.   Yesterday was tough, mostly due to my overthinking and putting unnecessary expectations. Something as simple as me thinking that a shopping trip to target and Walmart was going to change the world. I should have just gone into it, and take it for what it is. Sadly I then look at obesity and people in mobile scooter wheel chair things and my mind starts to worry about the world and state of affairs. I also hadn’t slept for a long time.  Once we were settled on the ship I dished out all the gifts. Again, I put unnecessary false expectations that they would live what I got them. They appreciated the gifts but that was it.  I got some unexpected gifts too. My sister bought me a really nice black swimsuit, a hair band that matches hers and some starburst. She remembers me liking them....