If someone / god / universe were to ask me if I could have anything right now, guess what it would be? Not millions, not a husband, not children (which I desperately want), not a homes is multiple locations. It would be a healthy, calm, regulated nervous system. Yes I want all those other things too but my first wish is for my nervous system. Unless you know what dysregulation is, you may not understand what I’m taking about. Or me to be frank. Let’s start with life recently. I’ve been very stressed and I haven’t dealt with it that well. Though I have dealt with it. I’ve been up at all hours and take a nap during my lunch break. Up at 2am, and all sorts of bizarre times. The housemate was not impressed with my 4am bath the other day. I tried ti be quiet but I suppose in a house that was built in 1897, you can hear the plumbing. I’ve also been soothing myself with the adult pacifier, this is known as scrolling on instagram and watching YouTube. Amongst thi...